POP lo!!

wahaha... seems like i'm the onli one frequenting dis blog... ironically so.. haha... but still feels kinda sianz when u're reading ur own entries over n over again whenever u get the chance... well anyway finally graduated from dive school... itz been a long n arduous struggle the past 7 months.... it feels gd to finally get to the end of the tunnel....

hmm... even tho itz like the end of me almost unbearable pain in the butt... surprisingly i still dun feel dat sense of joyto haf ended the course... could it be bcoz i'm too conscious of wat's coming up ahead? could it be bcoz i'm juz feeling lost bcoz itz the end of the course? or could it juz be bcoz i'm juz tired out frm the irregular pattern of preparation for grad n bumming ard? i realli dun understand myself now... my mind's close to completely blank...

dun realli know wat to write... so dis entry will be a short one... juz wanted to add some artificial "life" to the blog.... i shall seek to understand y i'm feeling like dat now n how i can go abt it.... can't blog or even tink properly if i can't snap out of dis brainlessness... hehe...

well.. still happy dat i'm out of all the crap training n discipline now... gonna be in an ops department now... life shld be easier.... i hope.... well... juz let me sort out me brain first b4 i continue blogging.... so til then.. ciaoz... ^^